It's the Love that i can't forget.

Slept till 2 something in the afternoon. It's been awhile since i did that. I used to force myself to sleep while waiting for you hoping that you'll wake me up with a kiss but you'd go to the computer instead and wait for me to wake up myself.

Anyway, i woke up feeling super hungry. Luckily, there was food on the table :D Bathed and ate. After my mum was done with her spring cleaning, we headed to Pyramid for Chinese New Year shopping. The sales are awesome. All the second items in Cotton On is discounted by 50% but i didn't buy anything from there cause it was too packed and i my mum didn't really want to go in :(

We went to Jusco. Got a shirt for my dad and grandfather and pants for my brother. Even Jusco was packed. Crazy. Then my mum entered Message. She tried almost the whole shop thanks to the sales lady and i was left outside to wait for her. Luckily i was smart enough to wear flip flops. She spent about an hour and more inside that shop and an insane amount. And she says in spend too much. Wth? CRAZY!

Went to Polo Haus. Tried on a checked shirt and a long-sleeved top while my mum tried on white button-down shirt. I loved the checked shirt but it was a bit too expensive and the white-gold '22' top i wanted is not on sale T_T Why is this happening to me. Anyhow, mum got 1 of the white shirt and i got a new bag :) It's beige and the material is so soft! Less 50% some more :D

Continued shopping cause i need to buy a red top for something. I asked my dad if dark pink is okay and he insisted that it have to be red. Chili red. Where got chili red top la! Troublesome die. Every red top i see it either they're mixture of orange or it's really dark pink or out of stock. However, finally i found 1 in Kitschen. Bought 2 tops there. By the time we settled everything, it was about 10.

Dad picked us up and we went for dinner. More like supper. We had bak kut teh :D Yumms. Went home, washed up and slept. Fat die.

Can't believe i got hidden.

I was wearing my killer heels :(

Ole-ole Bali

Went for cross country in the morning. The thought of going for cross country never came to me as i can't run. Don't remember when was the time i went for cross country. Form1 perhaps? I didn't even want to take the number, but in the end i took it cause i thought all of my friends were going to run. So i thought, "hey why not". And then i considered running cause it was my last year. Turns out, only Laa, Rev, Bel and me ran. Chelle went to school but she didn't run. Jo got switched to Lekiu(for some unknown reason) and didn't want to run for Lekiu T_T so she didn't go. Ding... I'm not really sure why. Why ah? So anyway, i tired jogging the entire way. Brought my earphones with me but it kept falling off. Sigh. I took my dad's advice to jog at the same pace and Sueli's advice not to stop. I was fine until i came to this junction and i was asked to stop. Kns. It was so hard for me to start jogging again T_T In the end, i completed the cross country and got placing! Q9 (24)! It's not top 15 but at least i got a number. First time :D

credits : Xiaxue

Accompanied Sueli to KFC for lunch cause she was pretty upset over something and i wanted to have the Portuguese egg tart. We walked all the way to Ss15 KFC. My legs were so tired and the weather was insane. Finally we reached. I was looking forward for the egg tart but they don't sell it there! T_T Didn't feel like eating chicken so settled with blue rice and yam cake. Walked to AC after that cause my cousin wanted to play pool. Walked again. Left around 3 plus and i walked over to Ss14's Esso petrol station where my dad is having my mum's car polished. Left home and got ready.

the watermelon shot.

Picked the twins and bryan up and off we went to Pyramid. Met up with ding. Reached there around 5.45. Ops. Was supposed to be there at 5.30. Met up with ding and jc. Walked around while we wait for the rest to arrive. The heroine me wore a pair of super high heels that night. Felt good to be tall :D I was about the same height as bryan. LOL! Love my heels although it killed my feet. No wonder they're called killer heels. After all of them came, we headed to Ole-ole Bali. The food there were reasonable and my salmon steak was great :D Ate so much. Well, one night can't be that bad right? :)

Ding's birthday celebration continued at her place. All 14 of us gathered, chatted and laughed at ding's new patio. The table wasn't really big but i guess that's why we were talking to each other. It was nice. Rev left the earliest, followed by rach. Then, all of the guys left to bry's house for theire bonding session (leave so early, no fun la!) Then, jo left. Twins and i left around 3 plus cause we were waiting for grace. While waiting, we helped ding with the interact products. The amount was insane. Grace picked us up and we went to Silva's. By that time, my eyes were about to close and so were the twins'. Went home after that.

I couldn't take it anymore. I took out my contacts, washed up, changed and climbed into bed. Woke up the next afternoon. It was a great night :)

the birthday girl

with their watermelons

ding and the guys

damn. I'm so tan T_T

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Happy belated
Birthday (again)
Ding :)

she miss him.

My blog is dying yet again... Awesome.

School today was fine until i started sneezing. I was fine when i woke up, i was fine when i walked to school, i was fine when school started and then out of no where... BOOM! I started sneezing like crazy. I've never felt so sick. I was cold when i'm under the fan and when i'm not under the fan, i'm sweating like crazy. Sorry Sueli that i raised my voice, i was really annoyed :(

It's the second night that i'm sticking to my diet plan :D I've gained some weight and at first i comforted myself thinking that it wasn't that bad, until... My teacher said that i looked chubbier! TEACHER! T_T *ml. Haih. I'm so hungry. I wasn't that hungry until after i looked at Xiaxue's post on her Phuket trip. All the yummy food. *ml. Why did i went to her blog.

Went -more like got forced- jogging around the school with my cousin yesterday. Jogged 3 rounds. Well, he did, i just jogged 1 round and walked almost the whole way :D But i sweated alot! Went home, rest and showered. Did my homework and finished just in time to play mahjong with my brother and PuiTeng :D

btw...

Yesterday was Sarah's birthday. Looked for her after i reached school. Scare the crap out of her. LOL! Anyway, her classmates wanted to surprise her with a birthday cake in class, so Joyi and i helped to stall her from going into class after recess :D It all turned out nicely. I think tears were about to fall when she walked into her class and her classmates prepared her a cake. It's all good :)

Happy (belated) 17th Birthday
Ding! :)

12/01/2010

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A few hours after my birthday, it's the birthday of a very good/closest friend of mine. She's as short as me :D with long curly hair until her hips, which she complains constantly that it's not long enough... Babo right? We're both from the same primary school, where we met. We lost contact for almost 2 - 3 years and in secondary school, we bonded again. Many told us that we're 2 very different people. We even realized this ourselves once. However, we still managed to stay bonded till now. Maybe it's because we're both filled with nonsense.

Over the years, we did many insane and sane things together, it's uncountable...

She was a prefect for form 1 and form 2. She has this prefect's reunion dinner and she was allowed to bring a friend =D

we changed quite alot since then...

Once a year, we'd change our hairstyles. Let it be curl, straighten or cut, we went together. She'd be on 1 chair with all the chemicals on her hair and i'd be on the other chair waiting for my long wavy hair to be chopped off or vice versa.

first time perming my hair

We had this gathering session where she got busted and was banned from my house for several months. MONTHS! Her mum didn't really trust me after that too T_T But i guess it's fine now. I hope...

cheeseee!
i miss my long straight hair T_T

We'd go shopping together every time. When ever we're bored, we'd just call each other and plan. Or when ever a random thought of shopping comes up, we'd plan. Great isn't it =D

we got the same top in different colours...
babo girl, bought the black.

the white shorts we love but didn't get.
xpensive die...

lunch before shopping is a must.
SUSHI KING!

We go for countdowns together since... Emerge 2006. Ever since then, we'd go countdown for some celebration and get foamed at least once a year.

Merdeka 2006

Christmas 2008

Christmas 2009

We pierced our ear cartilage together too! But she let it close a few weeks after that. She's such a real babo.

all of us got a new piercing, 2009. don't remember what date was this...

Went clubbing for the first time in our 16 years of life. Laundry, The Curve! It was awesome! =D

toilet break :)

We even celebrated our Sweet 16 together. It was a combination of Chinese New Year open house and our Sweet 16 if i'm not mistaken.

Chocolate Indulgence = love

And so much more... But i guess this will do. I'm so lazy to blog without pictures. I want my own camera! T_T

Anyway, this year, she skipped school and tuition all together to celebrate her 17th birthday. Cool right? I'm going to do that next year. haha! I'm sure you had a wonderful birthday celebration. YOU'RE AS OLD AS ME NOW! wakaka.

HAPPY SEXY

17th BIRTHDAY,
babo JoYi! :D

Quickly get your license!
To the other driving machas too,
hurry and get your license! =D
'yamcha' sessions here we come...

11 / 01 / 2010

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1 morning i woke up, i realized...

I'm 17.

On the 10th of January 2010, 11.59pm, i was 16. When the clock strike 1 minute later, i turned 17. Spent the beginning of my 17th year on earth by replying messages :) Thank you all.

17 years ago, i was as tiny as a loaf of bread. 17 years later, i've gained some height and weight.

I've experienced kindergarten. I started in Tadika Tinkerbell and ended in Tadika Eden. If i'm not mistaken, i changed kindergarten cause i was bullied. LOL! Only certain memories of when i'm in my kindergarten years stayed with me, others are blurry...

I've experienced primary school. Entered primary 1 in SRK Subang Jaya SS14 and graduated from the same school, 6 years later. My primary school years were sad. Boring. I don't really have an exciting childhood as i was too afraid to do anything(why am i such a scardy cat. *ml). I remember making friends with Joyi. Don't remember how, but i was really close to her during standard 4. A year later, we were put into different class. I was really depressed. I remembered telling my mum this and she replied "must be teacher know you 2 very noisy together, so she separated you guys" *ml. Am i that noisy? T_T

Currently experiencing my last year of high school. So far, so good. If i remembered correctly, Joyi and i met each other again when we were in from 2. Thanks to the online RPG game, MapleStory --ah! i miss Maple. Though we aren't in the same class(not even once in 5 freaking years! kns) we were close ever since. She's like my sister. We made common friends - Revathi, Laavanya, Sarah and the twins(my long lost kindergarten friends. i even searched for their picture to confirm after the first time i met them. *ml). There are things i missed, things i regretted (like not studying harder for PMR. *ml), things i enjoyed and things i hate(mostly prefects and teachers). When form 4 started, i was placed in 4 Sigma(again, away from my previous classmates and close friends). I was debating with myself weather i should change into Omega with Joyi. However, in the end i didn't and everything worked out. I made new friends and manage to keep my old ones. Part of me regretted not changing but another part of me is glad that i stayed. During form 4, i was the monitor. It was fun but busy, and because i became the monitor, i got to know my classmates better =D They're 1 bunch of fun, noisy and crazy. I almost went nuts when i was the monitor. But it's all good~ :) The beginning of my high school year was great. I'm thankful that i met someone special and that person was always there for me no matter what. He never broke his promise. He was the person that was willing to listen to all my rubbish and put up with all my nonsense worries and mood swings. He was the person that had hugged me when the tears in my eyes were about to fall in public-thanks to PMR- and the person that had accompanied me until i fall asleep after that. He was the person that was willing to wait and walk me home every evening even though we were in different sessions. and the list goes on... All the things we did, the conversation we had, the songs we sang, the experience we shared, became a part of who i am today. At first i never thought anything would happen, but in the end, everything did and it was 1 wonderful experience. The 2 years were great. I'll never trade the memories for anything. They're the only thing i'm left with and i want to thank you for them. Form 5 just started, made quite a number of friends this year. Took up volleyball again. Been training quite often(that explains why i'm so tan T__T *ml) since August, if i'm correct. Made many new friends. Although the team consist people from different classes and age, we managed to click...

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I look horrible but it's the only complete picture of us.

a quarter of my class.

Volleyball! :)

Laundry, The Curve ;)

A weeks ago, today, right now, i was enjoying the cooling air with my brother, PuiTeng, Carmen and Bryan. I've always wanted to go up to Genting just to experience a cold weather for a change. So, they decided to bring me up as to celebrate my 17th birthday. I'm 1 lucky girl! =D

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Sound like they purposely went up to celebrate my birthday, no? I wish! Actually they already planned to go for a one-day-trip to Genting but have not set a time, so my birthday gave them the reason to go :)

I was asleep half the time when we're on the way but got up when the air outside started to get colder. We turned off the air conditioner and winded down our windows. The feeling of the wind blowing my face and hair was awesome. Went outside and took pictures before entering the mall. We walked around, deciding what and where to eat. Everything there was above Rm10. Even normal chicken rice T_T *ml.

Went shopping and then out to the Taman Bunga to enjoy the extremely cold night air. We sat in the dark chatting, laughing, freezing(okayy. maybe it was just me cause both of them were wearing 2 jackets! kns) and waiting for the temperature to drop till it was low enough to have "smoke" coming out from our mouth when we talk =D It was great. In a blink of an eye, it was time to say goodbye to the coconut tree and the wonderful weather before leaving around 11 plus :(

missing pictures that are still with PuiTeng
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Yamcha-ed before heading to Bryan's house to continue celebrating =D Had our gaming/drinking session. We played some crazy games that got us all laughing like hell in the middle of the night. We were lucky the neighbours didn't come over to complain. Stopped around 5-ish. They then sent me home because i was dead tired.

Can't really remember what i did the following day. I was dead tired. Only remembered about the dinner i went with my family. Had crabs and man tao. Yumms! ♥ the combination. Damn. The thought of it is making my salivate.

picture credits to Flickr.

On Monday, my actual birthday(kns right), went to school as usual. Assembly =.= as usual, luckily it wasn't a really long one. Studied as usual T__T My birthday sucks. However, things turned over after the 1.10 bell. We planned to go for lunch at Ss14. It was quite a last minute plan, but i'm glad many could make it. But still, some couldn't :( Half way through my meal, 1 cupcake appeared in front of me. I was stunned at first, and then i was happy and then touched. Overall, i was happy and the cupcake was yummy! =D

Pictures from Shea Wen. I want my own camera! T_T

After eating, all of them went back to my house. Once i stepped foot into my house, my eyes were covered, i lost my balance and almost fell. Yes, i'm clumsy like that. *ml. A few seconds later, my eyes were free-ed and i saw a cake with 17 lit candles(i actually counted the candles. wth) and my name written across it. Again, my emotion went haywire. They sang, i made a wish, blew off the candles and pictures were taken. Right when i thought everything was over, i was ambushed with a chocolate cake. I didn't got smashed, i got masked. I kid you not. It's like i just went for chocolate facial. I was so dirty! T_T My hair, my face, my uniform, the floor, the couch. There were chocolate cake crumbs everywhere!

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Not happening. I looked horrible and dirty.

Thank you to all, for the wishes =D Thanks to Sueli, for planning this... surprise and also to those that made it happen. THANK YOU! :)

Everything begins now.

Will update with pictures are received...
So, stay tuned! :D

p/s : A huge thanks to everyone for the wishes :)
p/s/s : Happy Sexy Seventeen Miss Lazy! (L)
p/s/s/s : Happy Sweet 16 NurSarina! :)

Was late to school this morning. What an awesome way to start off the year.

Yesterday marks the first day of year with a big fat STRESS written all over it. As usual, teacher kept reminding us about what we have to face end of this year -the examination that will determine the first step of our future.

All the pure Science classes are on the third floor. 4 flights of stairs and a little sweat is a great way to start off the morning. It's nice having all your friends' class next to yours, but I'm gona miss the Physics laboratory :( The joy of sharing a table with 9 of my classmates, the atmostphere created by the black curtains, the fun of floating class. Anyway, other than Bm, Chemistry and both of the Mathematics subject, all the teachers remainded the same.

My schedules after school is soooo hectic. Tuition almost everyday and sometimes 2 tuitions a day. *ml. Thinking of not taking Accounts. Should I? I already have a hard time catching up as it is, but what if I don't get enough credits if I don't take it? T___T

Greetings to my non-existence readers. I'm finally blogging again(hopefully) after neglecting my blog for almost a year.

Anyway, it's 2010. It's scary how quickly time flies. It feels as if i just finished my PMR, cried my heart out, got into 4 Sigma, a class without any of the friends i used to hang out with, but instead, i'll be entering 5 Sigma tomorrow, seeing all the familiar faces again and will be taking my SPM in the end of the year. I'll be stepping into the school no more as a junior but a senior and i'll be studying in a classroom instead of a laboratory... I've been wanting to grow up so badly. To be legal to drive. To be semi-legal to get into clubs. However, now that it's all knocking on my door, it scares the hell out of me.

2009 was a tough year for me and i doubt 2010 would be any easier. I've made my mistakes and learnt my lesson. I did things i regretted, but there are also things i did that i will never regret. However, 2009 wasn't too harsh on me either and i'm hoping that 2010 would be the same, if not better.

Won't be having any new year resolution this year because i'm not good at keeping up with it. What happened in 2009 is a great example. The higher you set your hope, the harder you'll fall. Don't get me wrong, having new year's resolution is a great way to set a target for yourself, but i guess it's just not for me. I'm never good at thinking and looking ahead. Quote from my brother "you can't see a huge elephant in front of you, but you can see a river far ahead", yeap. That's me.

Today officially marks the last day of my holidays. Which also means, no more sleeping at 3am and waking up in the afternoon, no more going out the whole day, no more freedom :( In fact, i'll be having tuition on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday T_T Damn, this sucks.

Happy New Year! :)

What each kiss means...

kiss on the stomach - i'm ready
kiss on the forehead - i want to be with you for the rest of my life
kiss on the ear - you're my everything
kiss on the cheek - you look so cute?
kiss on the hand - i adore you
kiss on the neck - we belong together
kiss on the shoulder - i want you
kiss on the lips - i love you

What the gesture means...

holding hands - we definitely like each other
slap on the butt - that's mine
holding tight - i don't want to let go
looking into each other's eyes - i like you for who you are
playing with hair - tell me you love me
arms around the waist - i like you too much to let go
laugh while kissing - completely comfortable with you

Advice...

don't ask for a kiss, take one
if you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in love

HDB ( i think ) flats.

Reached home yesterday. Should have stayed one more night. Sigh. But i guess all will still be the same then. No difference. Anywayyy, lucky for me, there was no Chemistry tuition cause i didn't do any of her homework. lol! Confirm will get a cop from her.

Didn't do much shopping. Exchange rate is super high. After converting, i don't feel like getting it anymore. 2.38! @_@ If i was working there, then i guess it's different. My cousin bought this white netbook. Super cute! It's small and WHITE! I shall get 1 when i'm off to college =D Stayed at her place for 1 night. The next day, took the train all the way from Woodlands to Novena. 30 minutes ride. And and... I was alone! First time. lol. Other than the insane heat, it was quite nice actually =) I'd never thought i'd go from my cousin's flat to her work place alone.

Oh yeah. Finally got my necklace! Hee. It's been awhile since i wanted to get back the necklace. The previous 1 broke last year... May if i'm not mistaken. lol. After so long i finally got it =))

Gah. Back to school.

Greetings from Permas Jaya, Johor :) Slept for 3 hours the night before and waking up with a very bad flu T_T Kept sneezing and sneezing all the way from Subang. Almost finished up my mummy's tissue paper =\ The worst part is, my parents kept stopping and i have to get out of the car to walk. I looked like a zombie sneezing away *curses* Gah. Feel so sick. I need a huggg :(:(

Mmm... Nothing much happened. Went shopping around Jusco -the only department store around the area. So sad right. lol.

Ahh... I'm homesick already. I miss everything. My room. My computer. My friends. My hun T_T and so much more. Sighhh...

Thanks to these 2 days of exercise, my legs are killing me. Aaahh! So pain. Went for futsal the night before, went to Ming's condominium for a swim this morning and then shopping in the afternoon in heels = killer. I'm exhausted. My legs are hurting from the toes to the thighs (thanks to yesterday's incident and today's new heels). My head is spinning. Shoot me.

Thanks to daddy for asking me to wake up early (and didn't state any time) cause the SJMC area will be jam. Therefore, i woke up super early and he woke up on his usual time, which was 1 hour later. Zha dou. Went to PohMing's place, talked till the drizzle stop and went swimming. Too bad Daph and SueLi couldn't join us and shiver like mad cows. The water was freaking cold! It took us ages to finally get into it. My fingers were as cold as ice and they felt as if they were about to fall off. After that we went sauna. Miss PohMing poured super alot of water and the temperature went up to 90+ Insane. It was super hot till your nose felt as if it was burning when you breathe. Before going back, we went to the 27th floor to look at the penthouse. Bugger hugeee. I likee! Went back, bathed, played with little Cherry and went out after that.

Cherry the toy poodle. Bloody cute!

She seriously looks like a toy

27th floor

View from the 27th floor.

Went to Pyramid, followed PohMing's mum to the digital place to drop the laptop there for repair. Rushed to have lunch after that. First we went to PizzaHut then we changed to WongKokChaChanTeng. lol! They didn't really like it cause it was too big and they ate till they were goin to puke. LOL. So i was the only 1 pig enough to finish everything =X There goes the calories burnt from swimming and more... Anyway, all we did after lunch was hunt for high heels for Sueli. As her birthday present from PohMing and i. lol. Walked from shop to shop. Tried on heels after heels. Half way through, we went to those picture booth to take picture. Spent Rm9 on 5 pictures. Come to think of it, they're kind of pricey. LOL! But oh well. We had alot of fun editing them X) The best part. No time limit =D Went to collect PohMing's laptop before continuing with our hunt. After going into all the shoe shops in Pyramid, Sueli finally decided on which she likes the most. I think. And i got a pair of new heels myself *million dollar smile* It's Rm55.20 after 20% discount. After walking out of the store, my million dollar smile went away too. Tooter bill came out to be Rm100++ Woooosh. Pain pain T__T Oh yea. Saw this ring. Super nice. But it's Rm35! Tooter. Why must it be so expensive. Sigh...

PohMing's

SueLi's

mine! =X

doodle doodle

SueLi's model legs
Photographer : PohMing

finally!

T____T

Bye! nights =)

Did something i never thought was possible last night. I always thought "how could someone fall asleep and do that at the same time". Now i guess i have different thoughts about it. Woke up around noon with sore eyes the next morning. LOL!

Laze around the whole day. Watched television, read and surfed the net. haha. So mou liu. Around 7 something, Claire picked me up and we headed to Delicia's place. Around 8 we went for futsal, after so long. Saw many new faces today. Another 3 koreans. Every time i go for futsal, i'll see different korean faces. LOL! Or maybe it's cause i don't usually play the all girls game. Anyhow, they were all really friendly. Cause there were so many of us, we took turns. After the last round, one of my toe was hurting badly. I was used to it cause i have long toe nails. Normally it will go away after awhile but this didn't T_T Changed into slippers and checked my toe and i didn't find anything abnormal about it other than the pain (was thinking it would bleed buckets cause i broke my nail or something). Until i went back and i saw blood under my nails. Gosh... I was so shocked. But luckily my nail didn't break off or anything. Guess this explain things about the disgusting picture above =D I've got nothing better else to do. LOL!

Bathed and after i got out from the showers, hun called and asked if i want to go yamcha =) I guess there is a first time for everything X) So yeah. Went to Suku for supper. After losing all the calories, i gained them back *bangs wall*